Friday, March 13, 2009

numb

Its been a week since I had a really bad day at work. I am not the first person in the world to have been robbed on the job, and I doubt I will be the last...

I am dealing with the physical pain of it all, having been punched in the face and received a huge bruise on the face. Not fun. The other pains in the hip and elbow are not as bad as it could be.

The biggest problem I am facing is the sheer numbness inside. I am not all that upset over the whole thing, I was too focused on giving the correct info to the police and trying to deal with the pain... Now that things do not hurt as much, I am feeling a bit down. Empty.

I know that this kind of thing happens to people all the time, I am just not sure how I feel about all this. Falling apart does not really help me much, and it is not that attractive as an option, but I cannot help feeling sorry for myself.

I am working on not being depressed, but I need to be down sometime...